Two Weeks Ago

Two weeks ago, I told Paul:

(10:18:48 AM) Helen: I just need to meet one person who is right, and I'm good. Just one. That's not that many at all.
(10:21:01 AM) Helen: same goes for you
(10:22:34 AM) Paul: i agree with that

Simplification is so deeply liberating. I felt the sun on my face for the rest of the day.

(10:28:32 AM) Helen: I know how to love someone. I'm even pretty good at it. And when someone comes along who will not act like a retard in the face of my ability to love them, then I will get what I deserve. Which is someone who will never let me fall.

One of the most thrilling experiences I’ve ever had was watching two friends of mine fall in love. My girlfriend said it felt like two raindrops running together on a windowpane.

One cannot sit at a party, watch it happen, and stand up the same.

I spend so much of my time raging inside myself. Sometimes it shields me. Mostly it entombs me. But tombs are pregnable, and I minored in Archaeology. I am more than capable of feeling the sun on my face when it shines on me.